Things Have Been So Crazy.

I can't believe how crazy my life has become. Since I started working things seem to be moving so fast. One minute it is Monday and before I know it, Friday is here. My choice to go to work still is haunting me. The kids say that I don't ever have time for them and my friends say the same. I miss the person who I was before. The happy, but poor, person. I thought I would be so happy having money to pay the bills and not have to worry so much. I am glad and it is much easier being able to get things paid and have extra money for the things we really need, like clothes for the kids and groceries. But at what cost? I feel so out of touch with everyone in my family. I don't feel happy. I feel stressed still, not because of money, but because my kids need me and I am not always here. I wonder how hard it will be for me when summer comes and I have to leave them all day every day? My life is consumed by work...I wish Jay could get a raise and I would be able to be here for the kids all day every day. I miss me....