Friday, June 5, 2009

What Does One do??

I have felt so overwhelmed by so many different things going on lately. I feel I am on the verge of a mini breakdown. Sometimes it is hard to keep sane. When you are a parent you never stop worrying about your kids. I know that now. Whitney will be 19 this Fall and every decision she makes impacts everyone around her. I realize now how much I must have worried my own mom when I was a teenager. The scary thing is, you can't force your will on them...they have their own will and they are going to whatever they want. You can try to guide them and hope they take the right path, but altimately the choice is theirs. So, just as God let's us each do own thing, we must let our kids do their own thing too. However painful it is to watch...Many sleepless nights are had wondering if I am making wise choices for my children. I guess as long as they are happy and healthy and fairly well rounded I must be doing something right.